JUST WANTED TO DROP A LINE TO UPDATE EVERYONE ON HI-DEF AND THINGS I HAVE GOING ON. I AM CURRENTLY SCHEDULED TO BE IN A HAIR SHOW IN SAN ANTONIO, TEXAS (NEX LEVEL MLK WEEKEND HAIR BATTLE) ITS EXCITING FOR ME AS THIS WILL BE MY FIRST TIME DOING RUNWAY. WE PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE SO I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE FINAL ROUTINE.

HAVE A PHOTO SHOOT COMING UP AND I PROMISE YOU ITS GOING TO BE EXTRA HOTT!!!!!!!!!! NEW ATTITUDE, POSES, HAIR, JUST ME BUT ON FIRE!!!!!!!!! BEEN WORKING ON A FEW THINGS AND REALLY PUTTING MY HEART AND SOUL IN THIS ONE.

IM FOCUSED AND PREPARED FOR MAKING CHANGES IN MY LIFE. REALIZING I HAVE TO JUST LET SOME PEOPLE GO BECAUSE THEY ARE KEEPING ME DOWN AND HURTING ME. I DONT NEED THAT IN MY LIFE AT THIS POINT. I KNOW EVERYONE IS SET ON "NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS" BUT THIS IS "MY LIFE RESOLUTION".......REMEMBER ALWAYS "GOD" IS #1 IN MY LIFE THEN MY FAMILY, KEEPING THINGS POSITIVE, REMAIN FOCUSED ON MY FUTURE, DISMISS NEGATIVE/HURTFUL PEOPLE AUTOMATICALLY, NOT FOCUS ON FINDING THE RIGHT GUY....LETTING LOVE/MR RIGHT FIND ME, ENJOYING LIFE, SMILING ON A DAILY EVEN WHEN THINGS ARE GOING WRONG, AND JUST GIVING MY ALL TO FOLLOW MY DREAM.

I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST OF THE BEST NEW YEARS.........PRAY THAT EVERYONE IS SAFE AND SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE THEY LOVE. "2009" IS A NEW START FOR ME TO DO THINGS BIGGER AND BETTER THAN "2008"...............AND THE MOTTO REMAINS:

PEOPLE TO WEAK TO FOLLOW THEIR OWN DREAMS, WILL ALWAYS TRY TO FIND A WAY TO DISCOURAGE YOURS...LIVING MY LIFE FOR ME!

HAPPY NEW YEARS!

JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY AND BLESSED HOLIDAY SEASON. IM THANKFUL TO EVERYONE IN MY LIFE. AND I KNOW THE HOLIDAYS ARE A TIME WHERE ALL FAMILIES GET TOGETHER AND EXCHANGE GIFTS BUT, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE THE CONCEPT AND ACTUAL REAL MEANING OF CHRISTMAS IS KIND OF OVERLOOKED. THIS CHRISTMAS I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO RECEIVE GIFTS BUT, FIND SOMEONE THAT NEEDS A BLESSING AT THIS TIME. AND IN DEALING WITH PERSONAL SITUATIONS THAT KIND OF BROUGHT MY SPIRITS DOWN THIS MAKES ME FEEL SOOOOOOOO GOOD.

WELL AGAIN TO YOU ALL I WISH YOU THE BEST HOLIDAY AND PRAY FOR ALL IN MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, AND EVERYONE THAT IS IN NEED OF PRAYER.

MERRY CHRISTMAS
& HAPPY NEW YEAR

THINGS ARE NOT THE SAME...........

IM IN A BETTER MOOD AND MY EYES ARE WIDE OPEN NOW. I HAVE TO SAY THAT CERTAIN SITUATIONS THAT ARE GOING ON RIGHT NOW IM DISAPPOINTED WITH. THE FRIENDS ISSUE IS RESOLVED..........BOTTOM LINE I DONT NEED THEM IN MY LIFE IF THEY ARE GOING TO BE THE NEGATIVE FORCE THAT BRINGS ME DOWN. JUST GETTING A FEEL FOR PEOPLE FROM MY PAST NOW, I FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE CHANGED. ITS LIKE THIS PERSON WAS ALWAYS SO HUMBLE AND QUICK TO HELP SOMEONE OR GIVE THEIR LAST TO ANYONE IN NEED. NOW THAT VERY PERSON TO ME SEEMS RUDE AND EVERY WORD IS NEGATIVE TOWARD PEOPLE OR LOOKING AS IF THEY ARE HIGH ON A PEDESTAL TO "US" SMALL SHALLOW PEOPLE BELOW. IT HURTS REAL BAD BECAUSE I NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS PERSON WOULD EVER CHANGE. THIS PERSON WAS MY OUTLET AND I COULD COUNT ON THEM BUT, NOW WHEN I FEEL LIKE I WONT SUPPORT OR MOTIVATION SEEMS MORE THAN ANYTHING I GET BROKEN DOWN BY THIS PERSON OR MADE TO FEEL LESS OF A PERSON BECAUSE OF MY CHOICES IN LIFE. PEOPLE ARE JUDGING MY LIFE AND HOW I LIVE AND THINK THEY KNOW EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON....WHEN THEY DONT!!!! THEY ASSUME THEY HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS NOW AND EVERYTHING THEY SAY IS RIGHT REGARDLESS THE SITUATION. IM TOTALLY SHOCKED OF THIS SITUATION BUT I DONT KNOW THIS NEW PERSON..........THIS PERSON IS ARROGANT, COCKY, CONCEITED, NOT SUPPORTIVE AS THEY WOULD USUALLY BE, SELFISH AND HURTFUL, I DONT LIKE IT!!!!!

I HAVE TO SIT BACK AND REALIZE THIS PERSON HAS BRANCHED OFF INTO A NEW WORLD & LIFE AND IM NOT INCLUDED IN IT.......ONLY IN CERTAIN AREAS OR WHERE THEY TRY TO MAKE ME FIT IN WHEN ITS OBVIOUS I REALLY DONT ANYMORE. AND TO THEM AS I SEE IT IM NOT WORTHY OF THEM AND OTHERS MORE ON THEIR LEVEL WHO HAVE COME INTO THEIR LIVES. IM JUST A GIRL TRYNA MODEL NOTHING MORE......ITS HOW I FEEL WHEN IM AROUND THIS PERSON NOW. ITS OKAY THOUGH....................TRUST ME ITS OKAY. CAUSE NO MATTER WHERE I MAKE IT TO IN LIFE......I WILL ALWAYS REMAIN HUMBLE AND THANKFUL FOR MY BLESSINGS. AND STILL TREAT EVERYONE IN MY LIFE WITH LOVE AND RESPECT.

PEACE.......HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE

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WENT TO WORK AND IT WAS HOTT AS HELL OUTSIDE. CAME OUT THE BUILDING AND DAMN NEAR LOST MY MIND. IT WAS COLD AS HELL AND I WAS NOT DRESSED FOR IT. HEADING HOME................FREAKIN SNOW FLURRIES COMING DOWN JUST IN LIL BITS. GET HOME GO INSIDE EAT. LOOK OUTSIDE AND IT WAS COMING DOWN HARD AS HELL. IN FREAKIN AUSTIN, TEXAS. AMAZING..................

BETTER DAYS.......

I HAVE TO SAY WHERE I WAS MENTALLY THESE PAST FEW WEEKS WAS SOMEWHERE I NEVER WANNA BE AGAIN. I DONT SAY IT WAS TOTALLY A BAD THING BECAUSE I SEE WHO IS REALLY THERE FOR ME. SOME PEOPLE ARE HELLA FAKE AND CLAIM THEY ARE BUT, YOU CALL, TEXT, AND MESSAGE WITH LITTLE OR NO RESPONSE, OR EVEN MAKE ME FEEL AS IF IM A BOTHER TO THEM NOW. EVERYONES TAKING THAT SELFISH APPROACH IN LIFE NOW AND I REFUSE TO DO THAT. ILL CONTINUE TO SHOW LOVE AND SUPPORT TO EVERYONE GIVING A DAMN THAT THE LOVE AND SUPPORT IS NOT AT ALL BEING RETURNED TO ME. THESE FEW WEEKS IN ALMOST HITTING ROCK BOTTOM BROUGHT A CHANGE IN MY LIFE. CANT EXPLAIN IT BUT, I KNOW NOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO. MY FAMILY & BEST FRIEND JANELLE WAS THERE FOR ME AND THEIR LOVE AND PRAYERS HELPED ME THROUGH THIS. DESPITE OUR TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES IN HAVING THAT PERFECT RELATIONSHIP AND OUR BAD TERM SITUATIONS I HAVE TO SAY KAVARIS WAS THERE FOR ME TOO. NOBODY ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS ALL GOOD THOUGH.....IM GOING TO BE JUST FINE!! ENOUGH OF THE NEGATIVE NOW TO THE POSITIVE..........I AM IN THE PROCESS OF WORKING WITH SPONSORS, PHOTOGRAPHERS, AND PRINTING COMPANY ON A PROJECT. DONT WANNA GIVE UP TOO MANY DETAILS AS IM NOT SURE WE ARE GOING TO BE ABLE TO MEET THE DEADLINE. I HOPE TO HAVE MORE NEWS AND INFORMATION ON THAT BY NEXT WEEK. SO CHECK BACK PLEASE. AGAIN THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT COMES TO MY MYSPACE SHOWING LOVE MYSPACE.COM/HOLLYRADANIELS.

PAIN

I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO START THIS OFF, I HAVE HAD A ROUGH TIME SINCE THANKSGIVING HOLIDAY. IT SEEMS LIKE SINCE THANKSGIVING EACH DAY AFTER HAS BEEN HARD FOR ME. I CANT GO INTO DETAILS AS ITS ALL VERY PERSONAL TO ME AND DEALING WITH PAST RELATIONSHIPS AND CURRENT THINGS. I THINK THE WORST NEWS I GOT 2 DAYS AGO AND I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP. SOME JUST A REALITY CHECK, SOME LEARNING ABOUT MYSELF, AND FINALLY FIGURING OUT WHERE IM HEADED AND WHAT I HAVE TO DO. TRUST ME WHEN I SAY WITH ALL OF THIS COMING AT ME ALL AT ONCE I WANTED TO BREAK DOWN AND JUST GIVE UP ON ALOT OF THINGS BUT, I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN GOD AND KNOW THAT ANYTHING HE PLACES IN FRONT OF ME IS JUST LIFE AND AS LONG AS I KEEP HIM FIRST HE WILL ALWAYS SEE ME THROUGH. I KNOW THIS MIGHT NOT REALLY MATTER TO ANYONE READING THIS BUT, IT MATTERS TO ME.

THINKING OUT LOUD..........

JUST THOUGHT I WOULD DROP A SHORT MESSAGE.........AT THIS TIME I DONT HAVE MUCH PLANNED THATS COMING UP SOON. I DO HAVE A PHOTO SHOOT COMING UP IN TWO WEEKS (EXCITED)!!! HAVE TO SAY GUTTA'S ALBUM RELEASE PARTY WAS ON POINT. ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY TO SHOW WHAT ABOVE ALL FAMILY IS ABOUT.......SUPPORTING EACH OTHER AND PARTY REAL HARD ;) !! IM NOT GOING TO PUT ALL MY BUSINESS OUT HERE FOR THA WORLD TO SEE BUT, ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW FROM BEING NOSEY ON MYSPACE........I AM CURRENTLY SINGLE. YEA............ONE MO TIME!!!!! EXPECTATIONS OF HAVING THAT PERFECT PERSON, HAHAHAHA SILLY ME!!!!! I DONT HAVE REGRETS TO ANYTHING IN MY LIFE BECAUSE EACH STEP IN MY LIFE JUST MAKES ME STRONGER AND OPEN MY EYES TO A CLEARER UNDERSTANDING ON LIFE. I WILL SAY GUYS ARE COMING FROM EVERYWHERE BLOWING UP MY MYSPACE PAGE..........AND I'VE BEEN UPFRONT IN SAYING MY CIRCLE IS SMALL AND I DONT LET JUST ANYBODY IN MY LIFE ESPECIALLY PEOPLE OFF MYSPACE THAT I DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT. WTF????????? I HAVENT HAD MANY MEN IN MY LIFE (4 TO BE EXACT) IM SELECTIVE.......SOMETIMES A FOOL(ANOTHER STORY)!!! THERE ARE NOT MANY GUYS THAT GET THAT CLOSE TO ME IN THAT WAY!!! IM NOT STUCK UP OR THINK IM THA SHIT.......ITS JUST ME. MY PAGE IS PROFESSIONAL YET PEOPLE LEAVE NOTES, COMMENTS TRYNA GIVE OUT NUMBERS AND HOOK UP, BUT I KEEP IT PROFESSIONAL AND THATS NOT ABOUT TO CHANGE. IM NOT GETTING TO KNOW YOU ON MYSPACE GUYS!!! IM NOT GIVING OUT MY NUMBER SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP ASKING!!! IM NOT STUPID TO THE G-A-M-E, YOU GUYS TRY TO SPIT............THAT SHIT IS PLAYED OUT!!! IM PAST PETTY BULLSHIT LIKE THAT!!! YOU DEALING WITH A LADY AND YOU WILL RESPECT ME AS A LADY!!! I LOVE ALL THE SUPPORT ON MY MYSPACE PAGE SO PLEASE STOP COMING TO MY PAGE FOR A HOOKUP.......NOT HAPPENING!!!!!!!!! RIGHT NOW MY FOCUS IS MY MODELING AND TAKING IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL..........MAYBE A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT WHAT I NEED. WHEN ITS TIME.....LOVE......WILL FIND ME!!! AND YES, GUYS LOVE I DONT DO QUICKY RELATIONSHIPS IF IM IN IT, IM IN IT ONE DAY FOREVER!!!!!!!!!! WELL ENOUGH ON THAT!!!!!!!! LMAO..................TOOOOOOO MUCH INFORMATION!!!!!!!!! KEEP CHECKING BACK THERE WILL BE UPDATES ON UPCOMING EVENTS FOR ME. AND AGAIN I APPRECIATE EVERYONE FOR SHOWING LOVE TO ME ON MY PAGE...KEEP BRINGING IT!!!!!!!!!!!