UPDATES COMING SOON

UPDATES ON THINGS COMING FOR HI-DEF..........STAY TUNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SELF MOTIVATION

I HAVENT CHANGED MY FEELINGS ON PEOPLE AND REALIZING I HAVE MORE FAKE ONES IN MY LIFE THAN REAL........BUT REALIZE I CANT LET THIS STOP ME. THESE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE FOR ME. I HAVE NEVER REALLY BEEN THE TYPE TO JUST TALK IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA, WRITE BLOGS, OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT BUT LATELY ITS LIKE IF I FEEL PRESSURE ITS A RELEASE. IM NOT GOING TO PUT MY LIFE OUT HERE FOR THE WORLD TO VIEW AND JUDGE JUST CERTAIN SITUATIONS I WANT TO SHARE OR EXPOSE FOR WHAT IT IS. YESTERDAY, BEING WITH MY FAMILY WAS GREAT. MY DAD SAID THE PRAYER BEFORE WE ALL ATE AND AFTER WE ATE HE SHARED HIS FEELINGS ON A FEW THINGS AND WANTED TO SEE MORE TOGETHERNESS IN OUR FAMILY AS A WHOLE...BECAUSE TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED. I KNOW THAT AND I SAY THAT TO MYSELF ALL THE TIME BUT, FOR SOME REASON HIM SAYING THAT YESTERDAY HIT ME HARD. COULDNT SLEEP LAST NIGHT.....WAS IN DEEP THOUGHT. SO, FROM THIS DAY FORWARD I WILL LIVE MY LIFE TO THE LIMIT. NOT FOCUSED ON ALL THE NEGATIVE PEOPLE OR THINGS, JUST LIVING!!!!!! NOT STUPID TO THINK THERE WONT BE STRESS, PAIN, HURT, FEAR, CRYING, OR MOMENTS I FEEL TOTALLY LOST. BUT, REALIZE NO MATTER THOSE NEGATIVE FEELINGS I WONT LET THEM HOLD ME BACK OR DOWN FOR LONG.............PUSH MYSELF TO GET UP, DUST MYSELF OFF, AND KEEP MOVING AHEAD AND NEVER LOOK BACK. I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!

JUST SITTING HERE VIEWING LIFE AND KIND OF GOT A REALITY CHECK. TRUE FRIENDS ARE VERY HARD TO FIND. THERE ARE NOT MANY THAT WILL BE THERE FOR YOU 100% OF THE TIME. IM DISAPPOINTED IN ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT I REALLY THOUGHT WAS THERE FOR ME.......TO FIND OUT WHEN THEY IN MY FACE IM GOOD BUT, BEHIND MY BACK SO MANY THINGS ARE BEING SAID ABOUT ME. CANT SAY IT DONT HURT CAUSE IT DOES. I GIVE MY ALL TO ANYONE THAT COMES INTO MY LIFE....EVERY SINGLE PERSON!!!! I DONT CROSS THE LINE AND BE TWO FACED CAUSE IF I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY TRUST IM GOING TO SAY IT, I DONT HALF ASS SUPPORT SOMEONE I GIVE THEM ALL OF ME, IVE NEVER BEEN STUCK OR RUDE.......YET PEOPLE ASSUME THAT ABOUT ME. REALLY IM JUST KIND OF TIRED OF ALOT OF THINGS GOING ON RIGHT NOW SO TO RELEASE MY FEELINGS THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE THEM DOWN. ITS HARD AS HELL TO GIVE MY ALL TO SOMETHING I LOVE SO DEEPLY AND REALIZE EVERYONE IS JUDGING ME FOR IT. EVERYDAY I HEAR SOMETHING...NOT ONE DAY GOES BY THAT SOMEBODY DONT HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT MY PICTURES AND EVEN IF ITS JUST IN THEIR WORDS ADVICE. IT STILL HURTS. I MEAN IM NOT GOING TO SIT BACK AND LOOK AT MY PICTURES AND SAY ANYONE IS RIGHT BECAUSE FOR A FACT THEY ARE NOT!!!!! ITS LIKE TODAY IM FEELING SAD AND HURT THINKING ABOUT ALL THE FAKE PEOPLE I HAVE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW NONE TO BE THANKFUL FOR. I MEAN WITHOUT A DOUBT I FOREVER HAVE MY FAMILY AND THATS ALL I TRULY NEED I KNOW THAT. JUST TIRED I GUESS OF ALL THE NEGATIVE THINGS AND PEOPLE. WHEN IT COMES TO ME SHOWING LOVE AND SUPPORT MY HEART IS THE LARGEST IN THE WORLD....REALLY!!! I DONT THINK ITS MUCH TO ASK OR EVEN CONSIDER THAT I WOULD GET THAT SAME LOVE AND SUPPORT IN RETURN. AND DONT THINK THAT ME FEELING THIS WAY CHANGES MY HUSTLE IN LIVING MY DREAM BECAUSE IT DOESNT. IT PUSHES ME TO FIGHT HARD AND MAKE ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE THEIR DOUBTS AND NEGATIVE THINGS TO SAY ABOUT ME RECOGNIZE........THEY DEALING WITH YOUNG WOMAN THAT DESPITE EVERYTHING THROWN HER WAY IS GOING TO MAKE IT. NOT TODAY.............BUT TRUST ME - ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!

I know past blogs have been goofy, shoutouts, or whatever but last night a situation came up that really upset me. So, I wanted to share it with you guys. I wanna say for photographers that are real and legit with what you are doing dont take this personal. Because there are some out there that are out to destroy and take advantage of young female models like myself so, I wanted to share my situation to help the next model out.

Checkmate been yelling way back do blogs and video blogs Holly. Damn now I see why.......I love it, its fun, and puts my info out there on a daily!!!! Again I wanna Thank everyone that supports me in my modeling. Special shoutouts to My Checkmate......man he is my friend, manager, shoulder, counselor, i mean when I need him he there. As with all families we all go through shit and have our moments but, in the end from day one in deciding to model I can say I have given myself as well as Checkmate 100% of me to make this work. Wanna check us out more go to:

http://www.itscheckmatehatas.com/

www.myspace.com/hollyradaniels

www.youtube.com/hollyradaniels

www.youtube.com/aaeceo

PEACE

Really excited to have my pictures back from the D Brown Photo shoot. Over 400 pics and I love them all. Only if you have been here from the beginning would you truly understand looking at the current pictures I just took with D. Brown compared to pictures from the start of my modeling career could you see my growth. I feel like my pictures now are more revealing but in a professional respectful way. Honestly people SEX sells!!! I feel I can handle the SEXY PICS and Implied Nude as long as I continue to respect myself. Because during all of my shoots if I felt uncomfortable......I said NO, I am not going to do that! And I didnt!!! D. Brown's pictures are truly amazing and will add a new type of picture to my portfolio. Dont get me wrong in saying I dont appreciate each and every Photographer I have worked with because i have. Each one brought out a different side in me which produced a several different styles. Well there are 400 pics too too many to copyright so I will add them soon as slideshows for you to view.

Latazzzzzz

November 12. 2008

Hello people.........its me again Hi-Def! I just bought a new camera learning the lil tricks about it. So I made this lil video........hilarious. Today has been a boring so im just chillin and checking my messages on myspace. Looking at Tyra Banks show. Will soon be getting ready to go to my job........yuk..lol

Im going to do video blogs more often and keep everyone updated on things I have coming up.

This is new to me sooooo please dont be rude leaving comments just give me time to get it down. Checkmate been driving me nuts to do this so now im doing it.

Shoutout to all my Fans and Supporters it means alot to me..........and hatas gotta say you motivate me daily!!! Your words are Im guessing supposed to bring me down but, trust more than anything you motivate me to work harder to prove you wrong.

Famous words........................BITCH U BETTER CHECK MY STATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (LMFAO)

Sunday November 9th, 2008 I was in a Video/Commercial Shoot for an MTV Safe Sex Campaign (TROJAN CONDOMS). The day started with breakfast.....skipped because i cant suck tha stomach in full of food (lol). We (the models) then went to get our makeup done, then on to wardrobe. I must say when I first saw the swimsuit it was very plain...MISTI hooked them up with gold trim, lil designer flowers, and best of all TROJAN PASTIES.

The shoot began around 11pm outside around the pool area and we had alot of fun. Video clips being added real soon. The end of the shoot was held inside the home......beautiful home by the way!!!

Day ended around 6pm.........I have to say this shoot was fun and exciting. I met alot of people in the process and friends as well!!! From the Group that performed, the models, the makeup artist, the wardrobe stylist, MOMS (yes several moms there supporting), to the film crew.

I will keep you posted on the date the video/commercial is released for viewing!!!!!! So check back.