JUST SITTING HERE VIEWING LIFE AND KIND OF GOT A REALITY CHECK. TRUE FRIENDS ARE VERY HARD TO FIND. THERE ARE NOT MANY THAT WILL BE THERE FOR YOU 100% OF THE TIME. IM DISAPPOINTED IN ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT I REALLY THOUGHT WAS THERE FOR ME.......TO FIND OUT WHEN THEY IN MY FACE IM GOOD BUT, BEHIND MY BACK SO MANY THINGS ARE BEING SAID ABOUT ME. CANT SAY IT DONT HURT CAUSE IT DOES. I GIVE MY ALL TO ANYONE THAT COMES INTO MY LIFE....EVERY SINGLE PERSON!!!! I DONT CROSS THE LINE AND BE TWO FACED CAUSE IF I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY TRUST IM GOING TO SAY IT, I DONT HALF ASS SUPPORT SOMEONE I GIVE THEM ALL OF ME, IVE NEVER BEEN STUCK OR RUDE.......YET PEOPLE ASSUME THAT ABOUT ME. REALLY IM JUST KIND OF TIRED OF ALOT OF THINGS GOING ON RIGHT NOW SO TO RELEASE MY FEELINGS THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE THEM DOWN. ITS HARD AS HELL TO GIVE MY ALL TO SOMETHING I LOVE SO DEEPLY AND REALIZE EVERYONE IS JUDGING ME FOR IT. EVERYDAY I HEAR SOMETHING...NOT ONE DAY GOES BY THAT SOMEBODY DONT HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT MY PICTURES AND EVEN IF ITS JUST IN THEIR WORDS ADVICE. IT STILL HURTS. I MEAN IM NOT GOING TO SIT BACK AND LOOK AT MY PICTURES AND SAY ANYONE IS RIGHT BECAUSE FOR A FACT THEY ARE NOT!!!!! ITS LIKE TODAY IM FEELING SAD AND HURT THINKING ABOUT ALL THE FAKE PEOPLE I HAVE IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW NONE TO BE THANKFUL FOR. I MEAN WITHOUT A DOUBT I FOREVER HAVE MY FAMILY AND THATS ALL I TRULY NEED I KNOW THAT. JUST TIRED I GUESS OF ALL THE NEGATIVE THINGS AND PEOPLE. WHEN IT COMES TO ME SHOWING LOVE AND SUPPORT MY HEART IS THE LARGEST IN THE WORLD....REALLY!!! I DONT THINK ITS MUCH TO ASK OR EVEN CONSIDER THAT I WOULD GET THAT SAME LOVE AND SUPPORT IN RETURN. AND DONT THINK THAT ME FEELING THIS WAY CHANGES MY HUSTLE IN LIVING MY DREAM BECAUSE IT DOESNT. IT PUSHES ME TO FIGHT HARD AND MAKE ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE THEIR DOUBTS AND NEGATIVE THINGS TO SAY ABOUT ME RECOGNIZE........THEY DEALING WITH YOUNG WOMAN THAT DESPITE EVERYTHING THROWN HER WAY IS GOING TO MAKE IT. NOT TODAY.............BUT TRUST ME - ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!