I HAVENT CHANGED MY FEELINGS ON PEOPLE AND REALIZING I HAVE MORE FAKE ONES IN MY LIFE THAN REAL........BUT REALIZE I CANT LET THIS STOP ME. THESE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE FOR ME. I HAVE NEVER REALLY BEEN THE TYPE TO JUST TALK IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA, WRITE BLOGS, OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT BUT LATELY ITS LIKE IF I FEEL PRESSURE ITS A RELEASE. IM NOT GOING TO PUT MY LIFE OUT HERE FOR THE WORLD TO VIEW AND JUDGE JUST CERTAIN SITUATIONS I WANT TO SHARE OR EXPOSE FOR WHAT IT IS. YESTERDAY, BEING WITH MY FAMILY WAS GREAT. MY DAD SAID THE PRAYER BEFORE WE ALL ATE AND AFTER WE ATE HE SHARED HIS FEELINGS ON A FEW THINGS AND WANTED TO SEE MORE TOGETHERNESS IN OUR FAMILY AS A WHOLE...BECAUSE TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED. I KNOW THAT AND I SAY THAT TO MYSELF ALL THE TIME BUT, FOR SOME REASON HIM SAYING THAT YESTERDAY HIT ME HARD. COULDNT SLEEP LAST NIGHT.....WAS IN DEEP THOUGHT. SO, FROM THIS DAY FORWARD I WILL LIVE MY LIFE TO THE LIMIT. NOT FOCUSED ON ALL THE NEGATIVE PEOPLE OR THINGS, JUST LIVING!!!!!! NOT STUPID TO THINK THERE WONT BE STRESS, PAIN, HURT, FEAR, CRYING, OR MOMENTS I FEEL TOTALLY LOST. BUT, REALIZE NO MATTER THOSE NEGATIVE FEELINGS I WONT LET THEM HOLD ME BACK OR DOWN FOR LONG.............PUSH MYSELF TO GET UP, DUST MYSELF OFF, AND KEEP MOVING AHEAD AND NEVER LOOK BACK. I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!
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